Temperament is Nothing

When she does not know how I feel, she won't know how am I. I drink now like almost every night I've gone through the past six months. What did she realized about me? One weak guy who can't let go of past love.

Great. That's what I would wish her to think. To think that I'm a useless guy so that I can fall further deeper down the well while she realized I'm a useless guy and find another guy. Her happiness is my priority no matter what am I.

My last words here, I wish her all the best. Nothing can change the fact now. She doesn't love me anymore and I had to leave. Goodbye. I love you Sweetheart.

Indefinite

How long must I be like this?

Goodbye

Today was the start of the end. A sacrifice I decided that I will bear regardless of whatever happens in future. I've disabled Facebook and Instagram. Which also means i will no longer have access to these. What's next? WhatsApp?

Nobody really knows how hurt I was throughout these six months. Acting is just tiring. I love her so much but situation had ended this way. With full respect to her, I'm withdrawing myself from her world. The world I once stood with her for almost half my life.

To complete her resume today before passing to her was simply a moment of recalling our past. The yester-years of her education and work experience. I will no longer be the guy who will be fetching her home from school, office or anywhere. Remembering the past, she was the first girl who sat in my car when I was excited on the first day receiving my first car.

Well, everything has an end. So does the story of us both. I miss her. I love her always and forever. Goodbye dear.

I love you Chua Pei Wen.
hwphan.

Bon Jovi - Thank You For Loving Me: http://youtu.be/_9wKi1keg8g