Anyway, today I held her hands while wandering on the roads. I admit that it was a force attempt by me. At that very moment, i'm no longer someone she always wanted to hold. I know. But I love her. Now, I do know that loving is a sin. Eventually, she will be someone else's wife and I still love her.
Life is full of depression.
I really think there's nothing else I can do. Everything is fated. 10 years of relationship has to come to an end. I only have myself to blame who how I portrayed my love for her. A love that she will no longer admire. Keeping both her eyes close towards me. The End.
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