Day 52

Love one another, but make not a bond of love: Let it rather be a moving sea between the shores of your souls.
                                                     Khalil Gibron

If I had to decide, the most painful decision had got to be letting you go with endless love. I leave you is because I still love you. Knowing that I love you even more from seven years ago, all I want was rather straight and simple. Wanting you to be happy. It doesn't take a day to build the great Pyramid of Giza. Likewise, our love was built over a course of shared happy memories.

Maybe it is true when people say that when you love someone, you may not necessary have that someone with you. This is what endless love of no return is all about.

When we love for the sake of love, it transforms us. The sun does not shine on the earth in order for us to give something back. The sun keeps shining relentlessly and selflessly, despite of us and our actions. If we think of love like the nourishment of sunshine, there to give life, to warm us and sustain us, we can more deeply understand the true nature of unconditional love.

A Glimpse of the Missing Piece

The course of true love never did run smooth.
                                      William Shakespeare

It was on the 21st March, I last saw her. Being positioned myself as a hidden camera from the cabin of my friend's car was not what exactly how I wanted it to be. But I do not have a choice. Once a boyfriend and now someone who do not wished to be seen. Its like a free fall from the Burj Khalifa of Dubai.

The moment was an appointment between her and a close friend of mine whom I've trusted to deliver her the birthday present which was 12 days late. A handwritten lengthy letter, a Precious Thots figurine and a beautiful framed portrait of us in sketch were the presents that I've kept long enough before passing her via a friend on that very night.

I miss her from that one glimpse.
A glimpse is all it takes.

A Blog Recontinued

A blog continued from an owner who held to her beliefs that love never die. Yes, Clementine it is.

I, being a man with no desire at this point of time had a life of difficult past, or at the very least when it comes to love.. It has been a long 48 days since I last met her or even last heard her voice. She had been the angel for many years in my past and 4 dozen of days of not meeting was the longest in past 7 years of courtship. I miss her.

The past wasn't difficult when love flourished years ago with the arrangement of God to bring a pair of innocent but lovely mortals together. It has been the best journey and the best phase of my life having her around to go through time together, laughter, joy, loving moments, minimal arguments, and of course some difficult moments. I appreciate all them all whether is it the positive or vise versa. These experiences had brought us to who we are with my love for her having to grow taller day by day.

There is a saying that action proves it all.
But not always the case. My actions did not clearly prove what I've always meant since day one. I can love her from the bottom of my heart, but my actions may not exhibit it to the fullest. Yes, I know it's sad, very sad.

Life was not all difficult. I had the best moment with her.

Let me keep this starter short. Thanks for reading this post. The first post after this lovely blog recontinue today.

Love Never Dies, Celementine